ok, here to blog...i shall nt go into details abt my OBS trip,jus too mani things to say le. onli tat,there are alot of mosquitos and sandflys there and aft tis trip,i reliase the importance of my family,friends and most importantly YOU.

im feeling so messy now, got so much in my head jus feel like running out onto the road and get bang down by anything. Life dosent seem to have any meaning to me, jus find tat im wasting the earth's resources. Maybe i shld seriously jus....... i wan it but am i able to achieve it?? ppl always say must be positive, tink tat you can but if you yourself noe tat there is onli 1% chance of achieving it, will you still try?? I said i wont gif up, bt im havin 2 answers in me, one is NO and the other is a YES,so how?? haix...i tink im giving the opposite party extra stress. mayb if i give up, it will be better for YOU. instead of having both party suffering, jus let me take everythin. i dunno if i can handle it bt, i shall try my best.

In this lifetime, I won't get to have you, I'll make sure that if I meet you in my next life, I won't have to think twice on saying that "I waited a lifetime to say I love you"