Just 2 weeks left to MST. Really looking forward to the events after MST but not the tests. Thinking of taking the tests only make me feel so sian.

There are so many things I need to do and have yet to start doing yet. As in not really things that I want to do but things which I must do to hand up. That is the boring part. All the research and stuff all just comes in together. And the worst part, all of these must be presented and handed in by next week. I got altogther 4 presentations, 1 speech and 1 drawing to do on top of all my revisions for tests. And so far, I have only completed my drawing. How bad can it be?

Celebrated sel's birthday at 12mn on Wednesday. Met up with Jason around 11.45pm then surprise her at exactly the time. Haha. It was fun. Talk a bit, then drank champagne which Jason has brought. I guess alcohol just isn't my cup of tea. After one cup, I was already very red and feeling hot. My head is spinning like crazy. We left her house about 1.30am? I cannot really remember. Didn't take note of the time when we left. Haha. Walk back home from her house. I was feeling really tired. I just kept on trying to take bigger steps so I can reach home faster. Knock out straight when I got home. As expected lah. Haha.

This whole week wasn't really that fantastic. Now most of the lecturers are starting their revision already. I think most likely I will get like lost and blur for most of them. They teach as if they are bullet trains. Maybe i'm just dumb and slow. I just cannot catch up like the rest of my classmates.

I'm so afraid...