I am really irritated by people who shows disrespect. Be it to someone of authority or some one with the same status. It is just so difficult to give a little respect and follow the rules set? I just cannot understand. Even if the person has no relations to me, I still feel very fed-up because of disrespect. I always want people to give me the due respect for everything that I do, thats why the way I communicate and carry out my actions, I will do it with enough knowledge of the consequences that comes with it.

I just can't go on following people, I cannot stand the way things are going on. It is just not me to do things which I don't want to do, just to follow the crowd. Even now I maybe going through the teenage stage of life where everybody wants to be cool, but for me, I have thought through everything and feel that being cool is not by following people but only by being yourself. From my primary school till now, I have thought that a lot of these friends of mine are cool in their actions they do but thinking through it all, they just sucks. Breaking the rules are cool? Going against and law is cool? I can't bring myself to do such stuff. Seriously, sorry to say but you guys suck.

One week holiday but it doesn't feel like a holiday to me. I still have school everyday and even tests during these days. Why can't we just have a break. Al though I know this is an important year but still people need to have sometime for themselves to relax and cool down. Forcing everything into a person is not the best way of making them do well. Trust me, the person must be commited to carry out the tasks given.

I need the motivation to go on in studies and training. Anybody willing to help me? I doubt bah, nobody will. Haix...

Anyway, good luck to AJChoir for their coming italy competition. Hope they win the top award!! And Jie, take care of yourself while you are there yeah? Don't worry about me :)