Happy Chinese New Year. Actually I didn't post this post because of the occasion but nevermind lah, sun bian.

I've decided to drop POA. The decision came very suddenly, it is like when I was in POA lesson on Monday, I just told my friend while doing my work. Just like that and I told my teacher straight after that. Cool man. I didn't expect myself to drop any subjects before, because of all the hopes that were pinned on me but now I feel that by dropping this subject, I could do better in the rest so I did it. I took up Bible Knowledge so for my subject list, it is still 7 (7-1+1). Haha.

Celebration today sucks. It is the worst that I had ever seen. The planning was bad and the performance were not attrative at all, everybody was doing their own stuff. I was very irritated by people early in the morning, it was really damn irritating. I don't mind the teachers but the students are really getting out of hand. Why can't the students now be like how we were last time? The bottom line now is, I can't wait to get out of this stupid school, life in here really sucks.

I was writing a composition on Tuesday on what is my greatest disappointment and what I could have done to prevent it. Seriously, what is my greatest disappointment? I don't know at all. Everything in my life seems to be a great disappointment or should I say my whole life is a huge disappointment. I just don't know where to start from, it is like there is no beginning and no end. If you believe it, you will see it. That is what I used to believe in but now, I just cannot understand how this works. Will I even get to the base of what I believe in? Aiming is one thing but getting to it is another. Not everybody will get to their destination, even some of those who put in the hardwork won't get it. Life just sucks, it isn't a fair game at all. There are just so many fouls and red cards all over the place.

What should I do? I think I should just step back from everything and hide in my won comfortable space. Shut all the possible ways people could contact me. I would just stand behind a piece of glass where people can't see me and watch how the others would enjoy themselves without my presences. i think there will work, play and have fun better. This should be just the fact...