Long days in school, very tired. Everyday i'm ending school like at 3.30pm or later. When night studies start, I think I can camp in school liao. Don't need to go home.

Already started to do renovations for my house, as in self done de lah. This weekend going to paint my room. YELLOW!! Nice colour, light and bright. Going to have a room of my own soon, after so long. But going to share with my brother next time because 4 sons and 2 room mah so split 2-2 lor.

I'm starting to feel a bit inferior to people. I don't know why but this is happening. I think I should just give up everything and concentrate on my studies. It is a choice which I have to make. Someone told me once that if God put me into this position, definately I will find ways to overcome the obstacles that come my way. I really hope this will come true because I am very confuse with everything now.

Right or wrong? I don't know.