I understand that we do not necessary achieve what we planned for. But I don't know how to cope with such a setback. Frankly, I'm really sick and tired of all these. I know this is a very selfish statement for me to make, but I just got to say it.

Though I stated how I feel, I will still do my best for the better of the group. Commitment for one that I'm quite stuck to now. I know that there is no longer any turning back after this route is chosen. The only thing left now is to think of how this whole thing can turn around to suit both parties.

I have mention before, once we lose this, the whole battle is over. Seems like this just happened.