was wearing my no.4 the whole day, every fri also like tat damn hot lah... morning was quite 'sart',whole NCC did push-ups infront of the whole sch and all thks to who, ME!!! haha. i was the one who pump them all. aiya, 50 nia, no kick de lah. i reali like NCC bt i cnt work wif certain ppl inside there, jus cnt lah. the whole day of sch was as per normal, nth much. lessons lessons lessons.
i give up le, cant take it anymore. i give up on counducting the choir for founder's day mass. if u wan mi to conduct and dun wan to listen to mi den what for u ask mi. unless u can tell mi tat u noe the church music better den fine, i will shut up and listen. but NO, nt even a catholic and u are tellin mi wat to do wif the music. i add one bar, u tell mi cnt. i ask u to play an intro u tell mi acclaimation dun nid intro. den WTF u nid mi for, jus for show ar. i rather step out of the picture and let the choir cock up and i jus see. i wan to do it for GOD bt i seriously cant work nt wif the choir bt wif the teachers in-charge. fuck u all lah (jus an expression. even if u gif them to mi i also dun wan, so old and ugly). u can forget abt mi playin the piano for sch mass also, both of the teachers seriously cnt make it. 1 is a music teacher and 1 is a so-called in-charge of the catholic students in sch bt both CANT sing bt wan to act, sing so loud. key start wrong also and u expect the choir to follow u. haix. i jus dunno what to say lah, it is nt tat i dun wan to help u all, i also noe tat tis is a impt mass for the sch becos of founder's day bt the pianist (the music teacher) cant make it and u all dun wan to listen to the things i hv to say, if tat is the case, so be it bah...
tml will be council interview for the open norminated lower secondary. i dun tink i will let so many ppl in bah, jus dunno u all wan to join the council for the glory & power or truely to serve the sch. u all jus rmb, ACTIONS SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS! no point giving mi so gd and perfect answers durin my interview wif u all bt when i appoint,u all jus slack there and gif mi shit.
problems problems problems. i also dunno wat am i sayin lah bt nvm im jus too counfuse inside mi.
sometimes i just forget
saying things i might regret
it breaks my heart to see you crying.
i give up le, cant take it anymore. i give up on counducting the choir for founder's day mass. if u wan mi to conduct and dun wan to listen to mi den what for u ask mi. unless u can tell mi tat u noe the church music better den fine, i will shut up and listen. but NO, nt even a catholic and u are tellin mi wat to do wif the music. i add one bar, u tell mi cnt. i ask u to play an intro u tell mi acclaimation dun nid intro. den WTF u nid mi for, jus for show ar. i rather step out of the picture and let the choir cock up and i jus see. i wan to do it for GOD bt i seriously cant work nt wif the choir bt wif the teachers in-charge. fuck u all lah (jus an expression. even if u gif them to mi i also dun wan, so old and ugly). u can forget abt mi playin the piano for sch mass also, both of the teachers seriously cnt make it. 1 is a music teacher and 1 is a so-called in-charge of the catholic students in sch bt both CANT sing bt wan to act, sing so loud. key start wrong also and u expect the choir to follow u. haix. i jus dunno what to say lah, it is nt tat i dun wan to help u all, i also noe tat tis is a impt mass for the sch becos of founder's day bt the pianist (the music teacher) cant make it and u all dun wan to listen to the things i hv to say, if tat is the case, so be it bah...
tml will be council interview for the open norminated lower secondary. i dun tink i will let so many ppl in bah, jus dunno u all wan to join the council for the glory & power or truely to serve the sch. u all jus rmb, ACTIONS SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS! no point giving mi so gd and perfect answers durin my interview wif u all bt when i appoint,u all jus slack there and gif mi shit.
problems problems problems. i also dunno wat am i sayin lah bt nvm im jus too counfuse inside mi.
sometimes i just forget
saying things i might regret
it breaks my heart to see you crying.
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