Sunday, July 27, 2008

Went to gym just now. Didn't really realise that I have grown a lot since I started training. All these pumping of weights really helped me grow a lot ; in strength and in size. Thanks a lot to my good friend Malek, who has been pushing me and teaching me. Thanks dude.

People do grow, be it in body or in mind. Was talking to Malek just now, I didn't know that there was so many things going on in class. Everything seems so well on the surface. Everybody is so friendly to each other. Who will know the hatred that they have for each other? Is everything going to be like that even after we graduate from school?

Today, after knowing the truth, I find things are getting more and more childish. We are in secondary 5 this year but our mentality can't even compare to that of a primary 5 kid. Does all these fighting and stuff makes you look cool? Big deal. I believe I can also win in a fight with a guy smaller than me. Does that make me a hero? I don't want to talk so much about this but it is really so saddening to see all my friends changing.

Life is just so unpredictable. So many weird things have to happen. People have to change so much. The friends which I have known in lower secondary are now so different. I don't mind if things change for the better but no it is not. I just realised that things change for the worst. I got to put on a mask everyday, to show everybody that I am their classmates. I got to show that I approve of their doings in school. Why has it got to be like that? I really don't like it.

Secondary 5 is nothing great. You just spent another 1 year of your life in secondary school, just spent one more year because you wan to take studies at a slower pace, just one more year other than the rest of the graduating classes. This is very big deal? I feel that this is not. I think I have enough of all this nonsense.

Went for the stepping down ceremony on Friday. I really appreciated what Mr Seah mention about me at the ceremony. He says that i'm the 大哥大 of the student council/school. I really am honored. Whatever I have done, was just all part of carry out my duties. Thanks Mr Seah.

Anyway, after all these years of service, I learned that being a leader is not easy. Once decisions are made, everything little mistakes will go back to you. I have learn it in the hard way and I hope that my batch and the previous batches of seniors have taught the incoming Executive Committee whatever they need to know to run the council well. All the best to the 32th Council, best of luck!!

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