This is a song I like a lot since I was young and I hope I will find someone who will share the same liking of this song as mi..

Amanda

Babe tomorrow's so far away

There's something I just have to say

I don't think I can hide what i'm feelin' inside

Another day knowin' I love you

And I i'm getting too close again

I don't want to see it end

If I tell you thnight will you turn out the light

And walk away knowin' I love you?

I'm gonna take you be surprise and make you realize Amanda

I'm gonna tell you right away I can't wait another day Amanda

I'm gonna say it like a man and make you understand Amanda

I love you

And I feel like today's the day

I'm lookin' for the words to say

Do you wanna be free are you ready for me

To feel this way I don't wanna lose you

So it may be too soon I know

The feeling takes so long to grow

If I tell you today will you turn me away

And let me go I don't wanna lose you

I'm gonna take you be surprise and make you realize Amanda

I'm gonna tell you right away I can't wait another day Amanda

I'm gonna say it like a man and make you understand Amanda

You and I I know that we can't wait and I swear

I swear it's not a lie girl

Tomorrow may be too late

You you and I girl We can share a life together

It's now or never And tomorow may be too late

And feelin' the way I do

I don't wanna wait my whole life through

To say i'm in love with you

Exams are coming, 1 more week and im still here blogging….lol…things are much better now,I dun reali have a strong weight pulling my heart down now bt it still hurts abit when I tink abt it. So it is not tat easi to gif things up after all. I noe life still has to go on, so I kept telling myself to concentrate on my studies now and put everything aside…

I went for 25m live range on wed bt did nt manage to shoot becos of my stupid head, suddenly so da*m pain den the warrant officer tell mi say go rest dun shoot…wasted man…bt nvm, there is always a next time….lol…

Ytd I brought my Sec2 cadets for their orienteering competition at BCTC, they got last position for the competition bt I felt tat they have already done their best so no point crying over spilled milk…I tink it is the fault of the specialists becos we have not done our part well by teachin them too little…bt still, like wat I told them, take it as an experience and rmb the faults tat we as specialists have committed and don’t follow wat we have done…I hope to see aft I pass out next yr, my sec2s will bring Montfort Warriors to greater heights.

Sch is as boring as ever. Everyday reach sch, do my duty (becos im a councillor) and study…sch seem so monotonous, study study study, tats all I can do…

bloggin now dun seems to hv much meanin to mi. Here,is jus a place for mi to pour out wat i feel in my heart and for the things that has jus happen.

alot of things do happen although u reali do nt wan them to. Like recently, it reali been hurtin for mi bt mayb wat has happen may be good for both parties and instead of seein each other get hurt deeper. Getting together and leaving is all plan by GOD and i believe and respect wat he has done. Praying and havin faith now is the most important thing anyone could do, be it for studies, families, friends or relationships, all will still be the will of God and we should all jus trust in him. When u see someone reali cheerful and happy on the outside does not means that he/she is feelin the same on the inside. People often hide frm how they feel and show the other side of themself to the world instead of hw hurt they feel inside. I believe, it will be the same for us, letting go may seem better for both bt there are still "after action effects" on everyone.

Studies on of days are reali veri boring. With A & E Maths, POA all nid so much of understanding. My Sciences are goin down the drain, and my geog is givin mi alot of headaches. Studies now does not reali matter much to mi now,i jus feel like givin up everything and jus die. Like wat i have said b4,i feel that one day, everythin will be takin away from mi and now it seems that it is happening to mi...Maybe it is really best for me this way...

If GOD brings us to it, He will bring us to it...

Senior Specialist Course ended today for me and i tink it is goin to be the last camp tat im attending in HQ NCC for my 4yrs of leadership route.

On fri night,i was like all alone at home lah my parents went for some camp den my bros were at their god-parents hse. The whole night i could nt reali sleep well n i kept on wakin up in the middle of the night for no reason. I jus felt tat i was so lonely and wanted 'someone' to be by my side. Bt still i manage to pass through the whole night on my own. The next morning woke up at 0630hrs and my fren's mum send us ( 5 people) to the camp. The whole course started at abt 1000hrs and it was so boring man,nothing to do jus plain slacking bt we still did our test and abit of drills. The 1 1/2 days jus pass by like tat it was so fast lah bt still i quite enjoy myself lah.

Im sorri to all tat i cannot attend the feast day funfair becos of my camp. And Char,sorri u hv to do the planning which was initailly my job.

I am willing to do anything to get the stars in the sky for you.............