I'm nobody to everybody but i hope i'm somebody to YOU...

你那么爱她

直到爱消失你才懂得
去珍惜身边每个
美好风景
只是她早已离去

直到你想通她早已经
不再对你留恋
最后的你开始了一段挣扎

你那么爱她
为甚么不把她留下
为甚么不说心里话
你深爱她
这是每个人都知道啊
你那么爱她
为甚么不把她留下
是不是你有深爱的
两个她
所以你不想再让自己
无法自拔直到

爱消失你才懂得
去珍惜身边每个
美好风景
只是她早已离去

直到你想通她早已经
不再对你留恋
最后的你
开始了一段挣扎

你那么爱她
为甚么不把她留下
为甚么不说心里话
你深爱她
这是每个人都知道啊
你那么爱她
为甚么不把她留下
是不是你有深爱的
两个她
所以你不想再让自己
无法自拔

你那么爱她
为甚么不把她留下
为甚么不说心里话
你深爱她
这是每个人都知道啊
你那么爱她
为甚么不把她留下
是不是你有深爱的
两个她
所以你不想再让自己
无法自拔

i jus found out tat im nt gd in my music either. i dunno wat im gd at now,i sux at everything.

in sch,onli academic results count. without them,a student is useless. dun u all agree?? is there any school tat doesnt gif a damn abt their students' results?? i bet none right. like me,i dunno wat im gd at. i sux at everythin,even my favourite maths is givin mi all sorts of problems now. So wat if im holdin key positions in Student Council and NCC,does it even help in my studies. the ans is NO!! so now,i also slacken in my activities le. nt puttin as much effort and energy in them.

sch is gettin more boring everyday. morning routine is simen's speech den lesson. lessons, i usually cnt keep myself awake. it is jus too boring,there is no lesson tat can keep mi interested in or mayb there is bah, SS. i like the teacher more den the subject lah...everyday,the sch has been skippin their first period becos of simen's speech,i find those speech inspiring and interesting bt it is jus too much lah. takin away my MATHS & A MATHS lessons den the express classes got SPA. he reali nvr tink.

tis few days nt in gd mood,cant reali do anythin right. so those councillors readin tis,u all better be in ur best behavior when i see u all if nt all of u will get it frm mi. including the sec4s.

frens are ppl who walk wif u for life. bt if one day,i would to leave for 10yrs and come back aft tat,would u all still noe mi???

oh it is cny le... HAPPY CNY everybody.

Tis yr cny so different frm pervious years. tis time round, it is so sian,nth to do. i onli went to 5 persons hse,collected abt 20 angpows. bt ok lah,it is frm the heart for good luck nt the money im aft. sun went to mass, aft tat so fast hv to leave le. why my parents hv to go for the 7.30 mass. went to amk first,my aunt's hse. my aunt's and her family havent even change lor,all jus woke up and in their sleeping clothes. so earli dunno go for wat sia. aft tat went to my grandparents place,i slept there lah wif all my relatives visiting. damn tired,cnt take it so i hid in the room. went up to bukit batok,my grandaunty's hse. my bros go there play ps2 i jus go there watch tv. the onli thing tat i do when i go ppl's hse. stay there till 5+ den go home eat. eat all the ta-bao food frm my grandparents hse,veri nice lah. i slept at abt 4am can,dun reali hv the feel to sleep. duno wat to do on9 also.

todae i jus went to my another aunt's hse becos got lion dance den go carrefour and head home aft tat. nth much lah,still damn tired bt cant sleep i tink tonite im also goin to stay up till quite late. i keep on dun hv the feel to sleep leh.

wat i write here all are cut short.i dun hv the feel to write anything either so there u are the feel-less post.

I Love You

I Write The Songs

I've been alive forever,
and I wrote the very first song.
I put the words and the melodies together,
I am music,
and I write the songs.

I write the songs that make the whole world sing.
I write the songs of love and special things.
I write the songs that make the young girls cry.
I write the songs,
I write the songs.

My home lies deep within you,
and I've got my own place in your sole.
Now, when I look out through your eyes,
I'm young again, even though I'm very old.

Chorus

Oh my music makes you dance
and gives your spirit to take a chance,
and I wrote some rock 'n' roll so you can move.
Music fills your heart,
well, that's a real fine place to start.
It's from me it's for you,
it's from you, it's from me,
it's a world wide symphony.

Chorus

I am music, and I write the songs.

luckily i rmb to blog,almost forgotten today is sat.

want to say abt ytd's cny celebration. sch teachers SUX(nt everyone lah). im the councillor in-charge,i said ur class wait means ur class wait. which part of it dun u all understand. cant u see the jam in the hall,still tell mi the other class alreadx seated alreadx. u tink u council teacher i scared u meh. i onli hv my last few months in council so if u wan to sack mi carry on and be my guest. once the sec4 leave,i tink u all can close down the council and change it to prefectorial board lah. i see the sec3s, all are hopeless man. i got nth more to say abt them,jus no communication and teamwork among them.

went back to my pri sch ytd,it has been sometime since i went back. hmm,1yr +, around there bah. dunno why lah,cnt enter the staff room. last time can de leh. met up wif my teacher,wish her den go le. went to the hall while clive and the rest play badminton i was at the piano. went home aft tat,didnt stay on lah. the hall was so stuffy and hot.

had meeting on the sch footdrill session. i dunno if it is a gd idea anot lor,whole sch learn footdrill leh,u tink so easi teach meh. bt i challenge myself,i got the worst class of the whole sec4, 4A3. i hope they will listen to mi when im teachin them. challenge!!

i tink wat mr quek say is right. it is nt tat montfort nid ppl frm other country to win in badminton. even without them we also can win de lor. u see the top badminton players frm sports school,where were they formally frm?? all frm montfort junior,so wat do u tink. why they dun wan to come to montfort sec??

sian lah,chinese new year. so long holiday,dunno wat to do also. im onli lookin forward to take angpow onli,the rest im nt interested. new year goodies also nt reali my type of thing. my new year resolution is everybody remaind safe and happy. let bygones be bygones and carry on wif life. i too hv to try to do it lah,bt dunno if i will succeed anot.

todae whole day was stoning at home lah. morning watch tv, aftnn sleep den evening go eat reunion dinner at my grandparents place.came back le,slack at the com until now. i dunno wat time will i go sleep lah bt i ty to be as late as possible lah. since sch start le the latest i stay at the com is onli 1am lor. durin holidays i stayed till 3+ b4 den my mum ask mi off so no choice if nt in tink i will nt sleep the whole night lor. tml still got mass in the morning,i dunno if my parents are goin too. they say wanna go the 0730 de wif mi,see if they can wake up anot lor.

write till here bah,i tink i wrote quite alot?? my first time man. and HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!!

I have loved to the point of madness; That which is called madness,That which to me,Is the only sensible way to love.

i hv decided to blog today. jus a short post though,becos nth much happen. today is jus another day,another sunday. goin to church,singing,cat class and all.

looks like im most likely to leave nativity aft my comfimation le,dunno why bt there is tis force of rejection frm my heart. why a sudden urge to change church?? ppl asked mi. becos my parents are there?? becos i wan to have a change of enviroment?? are all tis gd enough reasons?? i myself dunno why i wan to leave.

school, principal says tat we may be havin 3days week once a month or something (frm wat i heard frm ppl). dunno izzit true anot?? if it is,wont the sec4s and sec5s hv veri little time to hv their studies for N and O. bt seriously,i tink the sch has change alot. ppl now keep their plates during recess time and i nvr reali see alot of litters in sch. mayb principal changed has causes the sch to changed too bah.

rejection rejection rejection. it hurts.

im nt a good son. i cant even rmb my mum's birthday. i sux at everything in life.

anw,Happy Birthday Mummy!! I LOVE YOU!!

If We Hold On Together

Don't lose your way
With each passing day
You've come so far
Don't throw it away
Live believing
Dreams are for weaving
Wonders are waiting to start
Live your story
Faith, hope & glory
Hold to the truth in your heart

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and I

Souls in the wind
Must learn how to bend
Seek out a star
Hold on to the end
Valley, mountain
There is a fountain
Washes our tears all away
Words are swaying
Someone is praying
Please let them come home to stay

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and I

When we are out there in the dark
We'll dream about the sun
In the dark we'll feel the light
Warm our hearts, everyone

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
As high as souls can fly
The clouds roll by
For you and I

i've got so many things on my mind. i just cant seem to put them into words. i jus dunno how to,it is like so difficult to say it. my studies are goin down like crazy,cant concentrate at all. NCC although im passing out soon bt still i wan to pass a high standard of discipline to my cadets so when they take over the company,it can run smoothly wout any prob. so many problems,can anyone or someone share this load with me??

i feel like an idiot. talkin to ppl, without them responding. why must they do this to me?? am i tat irritating or i jus dun fit into tis community of mine?? jus tell mi straight in the face, i can take all tis crap de. i dun like ppl to hide this hide tat, i hate the most is tis type of ppl. so next time if anyone of you have any FUCKING issuses or problems with me, jus say it out. dun worry,i will punch or hurt anybody de. anw if i reali do,jus report me to the police.

the feeling of leaving nativity for st anne's is coming back to me again. shld i leave or shld i nt?? veri tough decision. my parents leave me to decide for myself, they say tat im old enough to make my decision abt tis le. i dun reali bear to leave bt mayb i shld? for a better environment? for new place? i dunno,for now i hv 60-40 (st anne's-nativity) leaving le. i will see hw aft my comfirmation,will my decision still stand or will i decide to stay.

im so tired man,so many stuff to do. my piano exams,class test,chinese 'O' and so much more is coming up le. cant take it man,im giving up on tis fight le.

write till here,sleeping...............

If you love someone, tell them...for hearts are often broken by words left unspoken.

Moon River

Moon river wider than a mile
I'm crossing you in style some day
Oh dream maker you heart breaker
Wherever you're goin' i'm goin' your way

Two drifters off to see the world
There's such a lot of world to see
We're after the same rainbow's end waitin''round the bend
My huckleberry friend moon river and me

(Moon river wider than a mile)
(I'm crossin' you in style some day)
Oh dream maker you heart breaker
Wherever you're goin' i'm goin' your way
Two drifters off to see the world
There's such a lot of world to see
We're after that same rainbow's end waitin''round the bend
My huckleberry friend moon river and me
(Moon river moon river)