todae is the last day of Oct...haha...2mths of holiday ahead man. dunno wat to do sia,so sian. my results are quite resonable, for my standard of onli studyin 1hr b4 my paper...haha...manage to pass all of my subjects. I got 9 in class and level somemore, quite a huge achievement for mi. frm 13 to 9, 4 position jump..hmm, mayb i shld try to aim for top 5 next yr.

"N" Level next yr sia, nt confindent wif my academic results. although i did some sort of well for my sec3 bt now goin on to sec4 le. haix. my teacher somemore say tat i hv potential to excel strongly, i find tat it is a load of crap. i cnt do anythin right, my studies jus SUX!!

Out of 7days a week, im like goin back 4days for NCC man. everytime go back, onli train ppl, no more ppl trainin mi le. bt i find it kind of sian, b4 i do any trainin, i still nid to do plannin. i rather jus let ppl trainin mi, it saves mi frm thinkin hw to carry out the trainin. i see potential in my cadets bt they are nt givin me the standard tat i tink they hv so i tink im goin to 'kan' them until their limit. Leadership in uniform groups is veri important and i hope tat i can find someone suitable to take my post or any other key appointments the day my badge pass out :)

All i wan is my friends to be happy. I reali hope tat you could cheer up becos sometimes friendship is like domino, once the first piece falls, the rest will follow on. So i reali hope that you could cheer up instead of hvin nt-so-nice thoughts abt vr life. I noe sayin it is easi and doin it is difficult bt still must try, life is nt as dull as it may seem to you. there are mani wonderful things around you tat u hv yet to discover and they are all waitin for you to discover them so dun gif up and carry on trying. Friends are ppl who will walk the journey of life wif you and they will always be there to catch you when you fall , you have so mani friends around you to support you. No matter hw hard life is, you still hv to carry on, it is all part of God's plan so if he reali wan you to go back to him, nothin can stop it. So now jus enjoy ur life and the company of all ur friend's who cares for you. RMB, there are many ppl around you that CARES for you!!!

School is ending in 3days time...wah,so fast man...in sch now,so sian...everyday go sch do the same thing, play and play...haha...The stupid Minister of Education is coming for a school vist on the last day of school, thurday den my class is choosen to do some badminton clinic for the minister to see. such a waste of time man,come for wat jus let jus quietly finish our last day cannot meh...haix...

nothing much to blog le leh, damn bored now lah...CAMP planning, OBS, PDS compertition...so mani things. Oh yah and my AuditionSea finally got licence le...haha...although onli low lvl lah bt still i made it through aft 8times of tryin the licence...haha...NOVICE...haha...

I finally have a sister now...haha..aft my 3 brothers...and finally got ppl call mi di di...haha...

The first sigh of loveIs the last breath of wisdom.

Finally, end of year le. sch is ending in like 1week time?? Haha...Can't wait man. I got back all of my results le, nt reali up to make expectations bt still ok lah...

Results

1. English : 66.5%
2. Chinese : 56%
3. E Maths : 81%
4. Combine Science : 65.5%
5. Combine Hum : 48%
6. POA : 81%
7. A Maths : 56%

All this results still haven't add in my Mid-Year and my CAs yet so it shld mean tat i pass all my subjects bah...haha...I'm reali quite disappointed wif my A Maths, alot of careless man bt what over is over le no use crying over spilled milk. I tink i comfirm promote le, i jus nid to pass any 3subjects including english which i have already pass so,no problem!! Haha...4A1 here i come!!!

NCC, congrates to most of my cadets who are recieving their CPL rank next sat bt one bad news is tat im nt goin to promote everyone becos i dun see commitment and responsibility in u all so i will be holdin back the ranks till...im happy?? Haha... Annual Camp is comin up and im quite lookin foward to it. Tis time it is combine wif NCDCC means tat there will be a bigger group to deal wif...lol...So many programmes comin up man,aft Annual Camp, some people will be goin to Mt Ophir den aft they come back got PDS compertition sia. The compertition i tink we join for fun onli lah,we havent had training for like almost a year le and expect us to go and win?? Haix...Nvm lah,take it as a exposure lor...Den i jus got the my consent form today, Im goin to OBS...haha...i also wanted to go de and now,i have a chance le and the best part is,i dun hv to fork out a single cent (except for the medical checkup)...haha...dunno wat it will be like man... Another course im lookin forward to is the 3rd Enhance PDS AI Course, tis course will equip cadets/specialists wif the knowledge of Precision Drill so tat aft they pass out of the course, they will serve as Insructors in their own school unit...haha...i noe wat izzit like in the course lah becos i gone through mine last yr le...lol...On the outlook it is like 14days of suffering bt when u get there, it is veri fun de although u hv to go through the PT and stuff bt quite slack lah...haha...

Wah, talk too muha bt NCC le...haha...so shall stop here le...cya all soon!!! :)

Death is a challenge. It tells us not to waste time... It tells us to tell each other right now that we love each other.

Finally, the end of EOY exams!! Haha...bt aft doin my last paper A Math on tue,i dun reali felt as confident as before. The paper was so damn f**king hard lor, dun reali understand wat the question askin lah. My class ppl,alot gave up in the 1st 1/2hr...i did my paper to the veri last minute which out of 36ppl in my class i tink onli less den 10ppl did...haha...

Now is holiday lah,until next monday bt everyday im slacking at home nothin to do. I rather go to sch lor, at least i got my frens to "play" wif. I dun tink my results will be as gd as my mid-year,i slack alot durin my EOY man...haha...so good game for mi le... I reali miss NCC man,so long dun hv trainin le,so long nvr pump/shout at ppl. The bonding wif my cadets and my platoon mates, i will nvr forget them even if i die...the pain,the sweat,the blood...MONTFORT WARRIORS ALL THE WAY!!

combine prac for xmas, i dunno wat to say lah bt Sam ask mi to take over the solo part sia dunno if i can do it...my 1st time in STA for xmas, wonder hw it would be like......


"People won't remember what you did. People won't remember what you said. But, people will remember how you made them feel."

i jus came back frm 'Family Nitez' meeting.[To noe more abt family nitez,feel free to come and approach mi :)] Sis Geraldine(sorri if i spell wrongly,im nt good wif spelling...haha), share a veri meaningful poem wif us. Itz call the Instruments of God.

Instruments of God

A small wooden flute,
an empty, hollow reed,
rest in her silent hand.

It waits the breath
of one who creates song
through its open form.

My often-empty life
rests in the hand of God;
like the hollowed flute,
it yearns for the melody
which only Breath can give.

The small wooden flute and I,
we need the one who breathes,
we await one who makes melody.

And the one whose touch creates,
awaits our empty, ordinary forms,
so that the song-starved world
may be fed with golden melodies.

I find that all the things that are mention in tis poem,is quite true in our life. Every morning when we wake up,itz a gift and a melody to use because we have the give of life. Hope that "people" will read this reflect on this and think of what GOD has given them.

I pray that GOD wil give strength to everybody who needs it and help those who are having their exams now.

3 more papers to go!! Woohoo!!

here to blog becos someone ask mi to...haha...now is exam period,so nothing much to blog abt. everytime b4 my 2nd paper, i will be at the gallery studying den i see lower sec playin wif tradin cards (WWE, Magic, Yu-Gi-Oh) it makes my tink back on the time when i was also wearin short pants,so childish lor...haha...bt it is part and parcel of grow up so i jus let them play lah although it is nt suppose to be brought to sch...LOL...

monday : eng paper, paper1 i was practically writin crap and out of point lor. "Should smoking be banned completely?" Do you agree or disagree??...WAH!! i cnt reali tink of anythin lor,was like writing abt it shld nt becos if tis happens,ppl will turn to drugs and Singapore's revenue and all rubbish...haha...bt i tink shld be able to pass bah (50% i happy le)... den paper2,quite ok lah summary veri easi den the rest jus copy frm the passage...lol...

tuesday : maths1, nt enough time to do lor. got 6marks gone, 6MARKS!!! ARGH!! my angle properties of circle, arc length and area of arc segment...AHHH!! all becos of time...shit!! den 2nd paper is POA,cnt reali say much lah becos did some reali bad during the paper...reali reali bad...

tml is my Chem & SS and until now, havent even do any revisions yet...haha...cool huh!! i tink i shld rush tml morning bah...lol...

i jus got a msg frm my fren sayin tat some girl gave him a present and left veri quickly wif her whole face red...he was like askin mi if he is tat scary tat the girl must leave immediately...haha...veri difficult to say frm where im standin becos i have been "FRIENDS" wif him for so long le den our relationship is nt jus brothers lor so it is kinda hard to say lah...haha...im goin to see wat the girl gave him tml sia...haha...

stop here bah, nothin to write le...Good Luck for all taking exams!!

5 more days to end of exams...YEAH!!