i tink i better blog b4 i go for some stupid camp again. Tis camp is at SRJC, some leadership thingy, 3D2N can die...wastin my time. Den next week im goin for OBS the whole week,dunno will it be fun for mi anot,im nt exactly the outdoor type lah. i veri lazy de.

My holidays,can say it is fun and also can say is boring. Becos if i have things to do,it will be veri busy de bt if i hv nth to do,reali nth to do at home. I tink i rot to death, ppl also dunno. Nov is almost over, and i havent even touch my holiday's assignment. I dun even noe where i put them can... Alreadx say is holiday liao,still give homework, they dun hv brain to tink meh...say wat dun wan students to forget their work so giving homework will help,wat bullshit...hw much homework u give,still comes back to wheather the student wants to do it anot so wats the point,waste paper veri gd meh...

Now i tink,my com will be my best fren for life. Everytime i go out wif ppl, it jus seems meaningless. Dun ask my why, it is jus like tat. I see ppl laughing and playing all the way bt me,jus dun hv the mood to do it(Although once in awhile i will join in abit). I jus feel like veri out of the world, veri xtra. im like onli wasting the world's resources den why am I born into tis world?? Ppl says, "when u fall, pick yourself up" bt i cant,i dunno why. I jus cant. I have been helping ppl in the times when they feel down, tellin them it is jus life's ups and downs. Asking them to cheer up and pick themselves off the ground bt i cnt do it myself so i tink wat i have said to them are jus a whole lot of rubbish, i doubt anybody benefited frm it. haix. life jus seem so meaningless,no aim, nth to work towards to...

Maybe I should just....................

Waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting... Just waiting...

here to blog. on sat,i went for my POA teacher's wedding (last day as Miss Yeo)...haha...quite fun,1st time i went to attend a wedding cermony or watever u call it. lol. went to singapore post centre, she told us to reach by 11am in the end we reach there alreadx abt 11.10am...haha... luckily the thingy havent started yet,when we got there jus nice go into teh auditorium. it started off by the comin in of the bride den becos it was a christian wedding, aft tat the pastor had afew words to say. aft his speech, praise and worship start my leg so tired lor, stand so long to sing (no offence,it jus tat my leg tired). aft tat was a re-entachment of hw they met den the ceromony start. exchange of rings, marraige vows and signin of the cert. aft they sign, they thank their parents for...........u all shld noe lah,those usual stuff to say to parents,dun nid mi to say de. haha. aft whole thing finish and FOOD TIME!! haha...nt bad lah, bee hoon and all the standard stuff. aft tat when to bugis,wah so mani ppl there lor. i was lookin for charlotte's present, so mani shop alos cnt find in the end bought a pair of ear rings for her. when home to play den choir practice le.

sun,went to church as usual, hv mass den when for practice. practice was like so little ppl lah becos the 'old' ppl had to go for meeting. practice was quite fast, jus sing through once ok le except for afew songs nid some more practice bt the rest was still ok. got one song,ask mi sing solo for verse,tio shoot bt luckily i jus backup nia, The Old will do it..woo...haha...aft tat i went home to change, den go to The Old's hse take food for the bbq. when to the chalet,so big sia my 2nd time there. whole day was like playin tai di and tennis wif jason, charlotte,aleewa and softer lor,in the end also nvr do wat charlotte planned...haha...tennis, everybody started off veri gd. aleewa service was veri nice bt aft tat everybody started playin floorball le...haha...had the bbq den went for a swim wif jason.got some ppl hor when ppl swimmin come take photos...haha...suppose to dunk leonard bt becos his hp in his pocket so cnt...bt it was still fun :) aft swimmin went back den ppl started to leave le so onli left less den 6ppl. played tai di again,tis time started wif onli jason and mi den charlotte and sharron joined in. sharron left aft quite afew rounds den was jason's turn to leave. jason was so lucky lor, always win de. jason left at 12mn,somemore lied to his father say got stomachache to play tai de...haha...naughty boy...lol... aft all left,onli left 4 persons, The Old, Bernard, Charlotte and mi of cos...haha...which means tat im the onli participant there becos the old and bernard are supervisors den charlotte is the organizer so left wif mi...haha...charlotte went to bathe aft jason left den she came out played a few games of tai di wif her AGAIN. play till sian den play pickup sticks also nvr complete the game stop le. the old fell asleep so i said i wan to sleep le den when i lie down on the floor, charlotte keep on buggin mi to go to the room to sleep wif her so aft much irritating noises she made i agree, den she woke the old up to go to the room. 4 of us squeeze in a room,charlotte,the old and i went to sleep 1st. bernard was still playin his dota. the next morning,i was woken up by my alarm at 6am den call charlotte wake up she went back to sleep so ok lor,i went downstairs she wat can i do, i moved the tables and chairs den wash all the dishes behind. at 7am i went back to call them again, tis time all woke up bt went back to sleep aft i left the room. and when i entered the room,charlotte almost fell off the bed lah...haha...so funny, bt i shall nt laugh at her. all monfortions are gentlemen. i went downstair watch tv and fell asleep on the sofa,woke up at around 8am make hot the food for breakfast and pack everythin. aft breakfast AGAIN played tai di bt tis time aft tai di we play bernard's laptop. DOTA!! haha...1st time play bt quite fun...haha...at 11+ rain started to pour heavily bt luckily cahrlotte's dad sendin us back. drop the 3 of us at opp my hse bus stop. i went home played maple for the whole day until 6+ den go for my bro's stupid campfire in sch. reach home abt 9.30pm continued playin maple bt play till 12 onli i too sleepy to carry on le so went to sleep.

todae had PDS trainin and meeting for annual camp in sch. Trainin was so sian lor,waste time onli...frm aft meetin until now,i have been sittin infront of my com doin nth. maple is so LAGGY.

Till the time i die, i will nvr forget you or give up on you. The next time i fall in love,it will be wif you. Pls wait for mi.