Never even finish the selection on Tuesday, becasue I know I will never make it de so I left halfway through. The minimum criteria is like so crazy lah, maybe it is how I feel lah. I don't think anyone there has been able to pass the requirements, most of them just barely pass.

Their standard of the physical requirement is like tougher than whatever we do in school man. People can do more than 10 pull-ups but only count as 6? Thats like crazy, 'no count' for so many. I only manage to pass the sit-ups but fail the rest. I'm going to train up and try again next year. I will never give up, never!!

This week Montfort won the badminton C & D Div. So yesterday halfday, end school at 10.30am. This is what I like about my school lah, we always have this type of incentives given to the students but I think it is at the wrong time lah. MYE is like in 1 week time lah, then still come missed so many lessons. I don't know if my work can make it a not. I keep on feeling like there is still a lot of time left which in fact it is not.

Starting work now liao, no choice. Science practical is like next Tuesday. I don't know what is going to happen. I have never taken this before then in class I always ask teacher for help de, I scared this is be one of my weakness.

Have to go study liao, blog again next time bah. Byebye.

Yesterday the NCDCC really pissed me off. Called 2 Enciks down and change the whole bloody parade format. I know you all are the GOH this year but you only have 1 week left and still you want to change the WHOLE parade format. I repeat myself, WHOLE!!

This is crap man, don't show respect to NCC. Who says NPCC is older than NCC?? From whose mouth?? For your info, if you say NPCC was formed in 1959 then how can you be older than NCC which was formed in 1901. Bullshit!! The next time I will past you the NCC magazine and you count for me how old is NCC now.

My training for the Airborne course selection is useless. I won't be able to make it and complete the physical selection this coming tuesday and it is the fact. Looks like everything is going down the drain le, and nothing can be done about it. Just to let you all know, the criteria is :

1) 30 Push-ups in 1 min
2) 30 Sit-ups in 1 min
3) 08 Pull-ups
4) 2.4 run under 12.30mins in full No.4

that is why I know for sure I won't be able to make it. Even if I can do the push-ups and sit-ups, the other 2, I will not be able to do de. Haix.

The school is getting from bad to worst, so many cases recently. I don't understand the mentality of people. It is not just because you have the age, you can do whatever you want. It is not just because you have already spent amount the years in school, you can do whatever you want and disregard the school rules. I hope you all will be able to change this thinking and do whatever is right and NOT whatever you all think is right.

I have very little enthusiasm in everything I do now. Because I just have a feeling that everything will fall apart. I don't know who will be there to support all these. Seriously, this sucks. I feel like not being a part of all these anymore.

I just recieved the AI for Airborne Course today. Feeling very down after looking at the course selection standard. I don't think I will even pass the basic lah, so damn hard to attain for me. The course will be from 4th-27th June, it is like one whole month lah. Haix.

I won't be online at night from today onwards. I will be sleeping early then waking up in the early morning to go and exercise. I only got exactly two weeks to the selection which is on 22nd April. Sad lah, waiting for so long le then now it is like watching my chance drift away with me not able to do anything about it...

It is time for some updates. I rarely have anything to talk about and it is the same for today. I really don't know what to say here also. It always seems like there is so many things which happen but cannot be put into words for people to feel the events and happenings.

The school is having some excel week and the secondary 1s to 3s are out for the level camps while the secondary 4s & 5s have to saty in school and carry on with intensive study week. But I feel that still ok, at least we also have activities lined up for us. Like archery, some financial course and we are going to Park Royal Hotel tomorrow for dinning etiquette course, 5 course dinner leh, looking forward to it. Not so bad for us lah, still can accept. Anyway I also very lazy to attend anymore camps already. Like totally sian liao...

Sometime happened in school today, always have problem when the DM is not around. I really don't know what decision to make. One side is friends which I have made and on the other side is fairness and justice. I just hate making decisions, I don't like to bear or see consequnces which will hurt any party involve. It is just not me to do these kind of actions but sometimes when I am forced to, I have to.

I didn't start my A Math tuition in school after all. Before even attending the lesson, I found out that what the teacher was teaching, I didn't know if it was relavent to my syllabus. I am following the old syllabus which have more chapters but may be a little easier than the new ons. The current seconday 4s are having topics which are meant to only be taught in JC in their syllabus. I don't if I am lucky or what but my batch always seem to be the last batch of students taking the old syllabus before it changes which is good because don't need to waste money to get new books. Haha.

Shall stop here for now, I think there are more things to be blogged about but I am lazy. Some other times bah.

Friends are what I have, and they will always be what I have for the rest of my life ; family.