Finish MYE today, but don't have the happy feeling. I feel that ending of MYE is just a start of another phase of studies. My papers today were all so long (as in the time frame). Science MCQ, i took like 30mins from the 1hour given to do. Then Bible Knowledge, 1hour 15minutes paper, most of us only took 15mins, maximum 30mins. And we were like going crazy inside lah, laughing and joking inside. Really cannot take it lah, 1hour of doing nothing inside the exam hall!!

I now like getting lazier liao. I wanted to go gym but always very sian, giving myself many excuses. Haix. I need to train myself up, got so many things i want to do which need my physical to be build up. BAC, BDC, CLT Course, so many courses I want to go but a lot is due to my physical. Really damn disappointing sia.

Had my A Math Paper 2 today. It was really a killer man. No wonder before and during the start of the paper, Mr Ang keep on smiling at us. I think he knows that we all sure BUANG the paper big time. The questions was like really gay lah. I don't even have time to finish the paper. I was so nervous that i pressed the answer from the calculator 3times and still cannot get the answer. End up, time to "put down your pens". Lost a lot of marks man, i'm sure the rest of my classmates agree with me.

My MYE is totally gone case. The feeling of never study totally sucks. I can't imagine what kind of results I will bring home man. At the beginning, I thought that I could just fail the whole MYE. But after sitting for the papers, I reliase that I cannot do such a thing. It is just not me to give up on the papers. Some questions is like I know how to do but just suddenly cannot think of the solutions. Sian lah.

Anyway, there is a amazing race style 'Nature Rumble' at Labrador coming up. Any youths interested to go? Just let me know because I need to pass the consent forms for parents to sign. This event is organized bt Morning Star and for the youths. I will be participating in it too. :) Details are below.

Date : 31st May 2008
Time : 0830 - 1300
Fee : $6/person

Please let me know ASAP so I can pass the consent forms to you. Anybody can participate in this, so call all your friends along and join in the fun!! :)

Papers are ending this Friday but it seems like so long away. Sian man. I can confidently say that for my MYE, I totally failed everything. Seriously speaking, my L1R2B2 will be like 20+ ?? I will just take this as a learning point, I will have to start studying and preparing after MYE already. I cannot afford to get the same results for my 'O's, I need my 12points.

Fiest time taking Bible Knowledge paper just now. I didn't know what to expect lor, just going insdie hoping to get a pass. Looking at the paper, I like not very sure how to do the questions lor. Quite afew questions need to do analysing de. Sian sia, I really hope to get a pass this time. I promise I will work hard for the next.

Is this really what I want? Like my own choice? Following people's ass? Having my own opinions? I really have many question marks inside me but who is going to answer them? See, another question mark appear. Life is just full of question marks, it is just who are how it it to be solved. Like what it is said in the Bible, 'it is not for you to know times or seasons the Father have fixed by his own authority'. Nobody will know when is the question marks going to be cleared, when is everything going to go smoothly.

Ok, this is suppose to be a rondom pos but I don't know what write. LOL. Nevermind, I shall talk about my papers in general.

Mos of them are quite easy but I cannot do because I never study. Like wasted lah, I know I have read it somewhere before but I cannot answer. Shit man. My E Maths is like shit lor, I doubt can get A1 liao lah. Paper 1 was easy but not 2. I lost a lot of marks in paper 2 lah. Haix.

I'm considering wheather should I go for the Basic Diving Course, since I cannot get into Airborne. The selections are easier, in the sense that all of it I can complete de and pass i hope. CONSIDERATION IN PROGRESS!!