Finally, all my examinations for this year has already ended. Wah, waited do long for this day.

Just now had chinese paper 1 and 2, I really didn't try my best lah. Anyway I will be taking again next year, so fail also nevermind. Just hack care about the paper. Just a comment on the paper, compared to perlims paper, this is easier lor. School those China teachers got nothing better to do ar, set so hard. I manage to write rubbish and smoke through the whole paper lah. And hor, I didn't know can leave once I finish my paper lor. I write finish, sit down there slack, then the CPE come and ask me if i'm done and TOLD me to leave leh. (read carefully, it is TOLD and not ask) So I just leave lor, at least I can go down to the canteen to eat. :P

Monday and Tuesday was Mathematics Paper 1 and 2. Quite easy lah but I not confident of getting A1 leh, I scared the standard will be raise higher. If that happens, there goes my A1 liao. One thing is that, at least those questions I don't know is those questions that almost my whole class also don't know how to do de, so i'm quite save lah. Haha. Hope results will be good, I don't want to retake again next year so I can concentrate on my Addition Mathematics.

Heard from my teacher that my batch will still be following the old syllabus. Means that I will still have sets and stupid Relative Velocity (RV). Wah, sian diao man. Heard that RV is quite a difficult topic to do, even some teachers also have problems understanding it. Sian sian sian. Why always have to be my batch?? Tell me why!!!

Even the N Level thingy, ok lah, my batch not considered last but still is the second last. From 2009 onwards, N Levels criteria will be English, Maths and 3 other best subjects less than 19 points instead of a pass English and 3 other best subjects (English need not be included). All the best for those taking N Levels in 2009, must work harder for more subjects.

Exams finish le, means iPod is also nearing. My mum say, since now is ask my father buy the iPod, I anytime also can buy mah. But I don't want, must buy together with my Jie then fun mah hor?! Haha... iPod, here we come. Hmm, I think about 19days more bah. Haha.

Ok lah, blog till here. See when i'm free and I have inspiration then I will blog again.

Signing off. :)

School term is going to end soon le, another 2 more days. Don't know should I be happy or should I be upset. The end of school term means the starting of my O Levels subjet. Trying my best to chiong to get an A1 for my maths. Chinese I think I will just take as many times as I can le. Like that got higher chance of getting better results. Haha.

Everyday go school just slack and slack and slack. And Montfort is starting some PSP craze. Everybody is buying/playing PSP. I cannot take it man, it is not that I don't have to play but is people are playing at inappropriate time and place. Now everything I see, I will just keep quiet. It is time for others to shine and for me to step back into the darkness.

Recess time everybody is eating in class. If P/VP/DM just step into the room, I think all of them will just die straight. Just go down to the canteen to eat, cannot meh. I don't understand what is so difficult about it, I also do it everyday. For this, I also keep quiet, anyway whatever I say they also don't listen so no point saying.

There is a 'CLASS' chalet next week. This is just a nicer term lah, the real name is 'FRIENDS ONLY' chalet. I'm not saying this because I want to go lah, who gives a damn. Just because of a stupid incident, you all have to go against everything I do? Actually at the start I was very upset about this but after so long, I reliase that this is a waste of my time. I you want to make friends with me, i'm more than willing if not just fuck off!!

I don't know how you call yourself catholic. A catholic who does not say prayers, does not respect the prayer time that we have in the afternoon, making fun of people who can't stand up for themselves. Haix. It is just a disgrace to have a fellow catholic like you.

I shan't say further. Jesus said : "Love your neighbour as yourself". I will try my best to do the same.

And also I read something about The Law of the Garbage Truck. If someone offended you in any way, just smile back at them. Their lives may be full of frustrations, anger and disappointment. As their garbage piles up, they need a place to dump it. If they happen to dump it on you, don't take it personally.

Today start of bridging session, it is really a very boring day. The home room system was cancelled, so we all stayed in our own classroom for the lessons for the whole day. I find it better this way lah, don't need to carry our haevy bags around, better for our backbones. Haha.

A Maths, we carried on with our binomial therom. I need constant practice for this man, if not I will soon forget everything le. Like what I learn before I went for my N levels I also forget le, die die die man. I need to go and recap again, I must get A1 next year. Aiming for A1 for both my maths and I MUST get it.

Followed on with Geography, listen to teacher talked abit on the Secondary 5 stuff. The questions for N levels is really very different from O Levels lor, very very different. Hope I can understand what is going on man, really cannot make it.

For English lesson, Mr Quek didn't come, because he went for reservist, Mrs Leong took over. I feel that Mrs Leong is also a very good teacher, she does very detail explanations too. Haha. And sad news is that Mr Quek is leaving for MOE HQ next year, our batch is the last students that he will be teaching. I have already gotten used to his teaching style lor, then now he must leave. Haix.

Wrote a reflection on the changes of N Levels critiria and students taking an extra year in Secondary 5. Never really write a lot lah, 1page plus. For this, if I want to write hor, I think I can write a lot de lor. Because i'm going through it myself. The pressure when you see all your friends going for higher education and you are still stuck in secondary school. I'm already sick of wear the uniform liao lor, already my 10th year wearing leh. Next year will be 11 le, hope time will pass fast.

We had a quite interesting assembly. Don't really want to elaborate much lah, very lazy. It is a dance item showing Deepavali, festival of light.

From now onwards till next year, I don't think I will be invovle in any council activities. I would like to step back and see how the Secondary 3 are going to run the show. Hope they can put in the same amount of effort that their past seniors had put in for the council. Pushing it to a higher level. Always remember, To Lead, To Serve, To Excel!!

Today is the last day of work, YEAH!! Haha. Finally, finish my 5days of sweeping and mopping. Not an easy job to do lah, no wonder Singaporeans don't like to do it.

Today had a lot of rubbish lor, 4 big trolleys. The past few days that I did only got 2 leh. And when bags are big, it is suppose to be heavy right? But all the trash is, the smaller the big, the heavier it is. Everytime I push the trolley, I always feel like stopping to rest but I just tell myself, take this as a training for my arms and I did it. Haha.

Then when I leave hor, the manager was like standing at the exit there lah. I walkng out that time, he suddenly call my, as me wheather I got let the SO (Security Officer) check my bag anot. I also didn't know got such things de lor, first time I bring bag to work mah. So I just said no and he say next time must check. I think he thought I will say ok but instead I told him that this was my last day. Haha. He got like abit of shock lah, ask me why. Because I student lah, got to study mah. Haha. He also worry that one person cnot enough to clean and ask me got any replacement a not, I told him I don't know, should have bah. Haha.

Tomorrow start bridging session le. When N Levels students are on holiday now, we have to go back to school to learn Secondary 5 work. I 50-50 happy and unhappy lah, on one hand I get to learn new things then on the other hand it is my HOLIDAY leh!!! Haix, have to end school the same time as the other levels. Sian ar!!

I will be staying at my grandfather house for the coming weeks and will only be back on tuesday and wednesdays. So if want to find me online, only 2 days. Haha. No choice lah, I good boy de mah, must pei my grandfather.

Then maybe next year I will be moving over there to stay le. Means I will be shifting house, got a lot of things to pack by then. So next time want to find me, must go Hougang Avenue 1. Haha.

Signning off, see when will I blog again. Haha.

Won't put the 'Blogging in progress' and 'Blogging completed' le. After reading it for my past few posts, I looked like an idiot. Haha. Shall just leave it as it is bah.

Was working since Wednesday, even today, holiday, I also have to work. Was feeling very tired this morning compared to the past few days, don't know why. Then was also feeling hungry at about 9am although I already had breakfast and everytime I eat breakfast I will get stomachache. Damn shit leh, eat also cannot, don't eat also cannot. I don't know what the hell is going on in my body sia.

Work has been very tiring for me. Someone asked me wheather working or studying is better. After going through these few days, my direct answer was definately studying lah. Studying, you have the tables and chairs. Got fans and aircons for you to enjoy. But working, you spent the whole damn day at the same place, sometimes doing the same things over and over again like an idiot. And also don't forget facing people who always have a face as black as charcoal. It is a very boring place man.

Lets me tell you all more about the things I do. Morning at 7am, I will start to mop. And you think mopping is easy, wait till you try moppong the whole NTUC. I can take 45mins - 1hour just to complete half the place (dry section), haven't even go into the wet side. But lucky lah, got 2 person there, so each take one side. I rather do the bigger area (dry section) because at the other side, people are constantly walking here and there. No matter how you mop, the floor will always be dirty de. The first day I do le, cannot take it, very dulan. I trying my best to mop and poeple are walking around.

After mopping, NTUC will open le. So when people start to come in cannot mop mah, what to do next, take broom and sweep lor. Also very tiring de, walk around the whole place sweeping the floor.

Luckily I got other things to de, like clearing the carton boxes and all, bringing them downstairs for recycling. So to past time, I will always try to do it. It will take me about 20mins - 30mins just to do it once, so it is a good way to slack also.

After the mopping and sweeping, every place sure will have rubbish de right. So I will push the metal cages to the "nearby" rubbish collection centre to clear the rubbish lah. The whole place stink like hell but no choice leh, this is part of my job. Hiax.

My job ends on Monday, I doubt I will be going back to this job every again. Cannot do lah, no wonder Singaporeans cannot take hardship. Alittle bit thing also cannot, it is the same for me lah. But at least I gave this job a try. I think I will want to try out to be a waiter next. Must try everything mah. Haha.

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Today went to work for my mum's friend, cleaning company. Looks fun but only a bit dirty lah. Just now I just go around with him and see how is everything done. Tomorrow I will be starting work at Kallang Bahru NTUC, hope it will be fun. At least now I can work to save up for my iPod. Haha. Looks like what I said quite sometimes ago is going to come true, being a cleaner, sweeping and mopping. Haha. But I also don't see anything bad about this lor, also not say steal or rob. Haha.

N Levels end le, next lap is O Levels. Hope I won't have to retake my E Maths again next year. I must score a A1 if not I will confirm retake de, even if the school allow A2. My personal aim, A1!! Got so much competition this year lor, seeing all the seconday 4 express this year, I just feel so lousy in my maths. People can get 90% for the paper which I only got 50%, like what the hell lor, how did they do it man.

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Feeling very sick now, like can faint anytime de. Everytime during examination period I will start to fall sick then cannot really concentrate properly on my papers. Today's Maths paper was totally crap, I don't know how to find mean, lost 4marks. Damn shit, if not I think getting full marks for the paper is not a problem de. Haix.

Going to have 2days break tomorrow, then POA papers will be next Monday. The stupid bridging session has cost me my holidays. Thought N Level students get to have a longer holiday than the rest but NO!! Got about a week break after last paper then 16-26 October have to go back school with normal timetable again. Like damn shit lah, I can bet a lot of people won't be going for the lessons. Anyway, we also don't know if we will move up to Secondary5, if we never manage to promote then all these time we spend for bridging will go to waste.

I want to go play pool after examinations but got no money. It has been so long since I touch a pool table, I think already lost touch. Anybody who wants to treat me is welcome :) Haha. Just joking, even you want to I also won't accept.

Saving money now, got almost $200 le. Trying my very best to save every penny and cents I can lay my hands on. The date to getting the iPod is nearing, if I cannot get the money by then, it should be too bad for me.

Hope I can sing this Sunday, if not I will have to just mouth the song. My throat is killing me, nothing I take is helping. God please help me.

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Last week was really a very sad week. I wasn’t home the whole week because my grandmother passed on. The hands which have brought me up has now gone back to the Lord. I believe that she will be better up there rather than here, at least now she wouldn’t have to take the countless pills before/after mealtime and have injection before she watch her tv show.

The whole week was a really busy week too, was at the wake all the time. Met people/relatives which I have never seen before or who have never seen for a very long time. Now I know a funeral cost so much, pieces of paper can worth up to few thousands. But whatever the person in-charge says, we all have to follow what. If not they will say that the deceased will not go in peace lah, this lah, that lah, all the rubbish, so have to follow lor. This is one side, I still have to accept the fact that the hands which have brought me up has left. Nobody knows what lies on the other side but still we hope for the best.

N Level has started, and I also start to have cough and flu. Every time come until examinations then all these illness start to appear. But just a few more days to go and to end of 4NA, finally. Geography paper was fairly easy, all common sense. Maths Paper 1 I feel was the easier of all, getting A1 for it is not a problem. Today’s paper was Physics and Chemistry. Physics was easier than what all of us expected but Chemistry was a total disappointment. The questions that came out wasn’t as straight forward as what we do in our revision lor. Haix. Hopefully Physics can pull Chemistry up. Tomorrow having Maths Paper 2, 2pm le, means I got time to slack until afternoon. N Level is also ending in 6 days time.

Using “I need to study” as an excuse should not be tolerated. Time management is the key to all these problems. Only you need to study? What about the rest of the people? If the rest can make it, why can’t you? I hate this type of people. I think you are very selfish. Others too want to get good results but they still put in the time and effort to get things done before they start their revisions. I just can’t understand, is it so important to get straight As. Big deal for As, maybe I’m contradicting myself but my point is getting As is good, you must also have a balance in everything. Whatever you are committed in, you must fulfill that commitment and not just leave things hanging.

Some friends come and go but the rest will stay with you for life. Cherish the people around you, especially your families. Now I know the problem people nowadays, we do not have enough time to spend with our family, always putting work first. Haix.

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