ok, here to blog...i shall nt go into details abt my OBS trip,jus too mani things to say le. onli tat,there are alot of mosquitos and sandflys there and aft tis trip,i reliase the importance of my family,friends and most importantly YOU.

im feeling so messy now, got so much in my head jus feel like running out onto the road and get bang down by anything. Life dosent seem to have any meaning to me, jus find tat im wasting the earth's resources. Maybe i shld seriously jus....... i wan it but am i able to achieve it?? ppl always say must be positive, tink tat you can but if you yourself noe tat there is onli 1% chance of achieving it, will you still try?? I said i wont gif up, bt im havin 2 answers in me, one is NO and the other is a YES,so how?? haix...i tink im giving the opposite party extra stress. mayb if i give up, it will be better for YOU. instead of having both party suffering, jus let me take everythin. i dunno if i can handle it bt, i shall try my best.

In this lifetime, I won't get to have you, I'll make sure that if I meet you in my next life, I won't have to think twice on saying that "I waited a lifetime to say I love you"

here to blog...feeling quite happy aft coming back frm the SRJC camp,it will really helps mi alot. wat i hv learn,the good frnes i hv made it jus makes mi feel veri...happy. haha. tats all i can say. now i say abt the camp...

Day1

when to sch to meet up wif donn and the rest of the inner council ppl to go for the camp. left sch at abt 12.45pm?? cnt reali rmb...haha...anw, we thought we were late den on the bus we were like tinkin of excuses like "my teacher in-charge told mi it was 2pm" or something. haha. reach at abt 1.15pm bah (if im nt wrong) den got a piece of paper, on it was written 'rabbit'. at 1st i didnt noe wat was it for bt aft tat we had to play a game usin tat animal name lah,dun wan go into details bt seriously it was nt reali fun,i find it stupid...LOL... den we got together as a grp and our grp name was the POWERPUFF!! we den went to our bunks to put our things, the boys' bunk was on the 1st floor and the girls' was on the 3rd. played grp bondin games, although at 1st we all quite quiet becos we didnt noe each other bt aft awhile,we started to joke and play wif each other as though we noe each other like old frens...haha...tat was when i found out tat frens are reali ppl you can rely on and they will always help u and cheer up up when u r down. den aft had a workshop on "At the finishing line", wasnt reali payin attention,veri sleepy...haha...den we had dinner. the food, sorri to say lah bt it SUX!!! the curry like eating sh!t like tat.finsh eatin abt 7pm den went to wash up and free time lah. Had another workshop, on "Personal Excellence" also nt listenin lah. i dun like tis type workshop thingy de,veri boring. now comes night walk, startin was quite boring lah ans-ing questionsa towards the end (if im nt wrong), we went to CCA room2 for some guessing sch logo thingy. Quite fun. Aft tat, we were brought to LT3 for a walk inside. it was called lone walk (i tink,my memory nt beri gd). i so "heng" lah instead of walkin alone, had to escot Nadiah. wah, help my hand so tight sia. i alreadx pointed out where the ppl are liao den still scream so loud when walk pass them. instead of getting scared by the facilitators,i got a shock by her. LOL. walk through the whole thing den debrief/supper and sleepin time liao...

Day2

woke up by the girls at 6.30am,came banging at the boys bunk...lol...went for mornin PT,i find tat it was veri relax lah,nth much lor. aft tat breakfast time. it was kaya&bread as per normal for all camps de lah,the bread like eatin stone like tt sia,so hard. breakfast eat liao,go to the hall for briefin on Amazing Race. Aft all the blah blah blah, got our clue and we are off. 1st stop was Serangoon sec,went there and played some colour game lah quite stupid.(and the game master was the "choose a volunteer" guy...haha) got our next clue. On it was a math compass and a veil so understood was compassvale lah,head there straight away. over there,we played a untangle the rope game,i find it reali challanging and fun at the same time. we could nt figure out hw to do it so the facilitators there taught us, we had to do a grp one aft tat. the whole grp together sia,bt we did nt panic or anythin bt slove it clamly. got our 3rd clue,b4 we even got a chance to read it, Nadiah shouted out Nan Chiau so we head there. i dun wanna talk abt the rest le, all quite the same de. played games and get our clue. The sch i wont 4get is Maris Stella,it is like beside a cemetry lah. If i were in tat sch,i plan camp sure is 8am-5pm camp de. Siao,who wans to stay overnight beside a cemetry. went back to SRJC at abt 3.15pm den started to discuss abt the performance night. David is such a good script writer man. haha...reali veri gd lor,the fightin,the talkin...haha... the campfire when quite well, veri enjoyable although until the dancin part i dunno wat to do. our perfomance was quite gd lah,frm wat i see. Went to had supper, again lah biscuits and milo...lol...den we all were like playin the "box" game, all of us play until so high sia. donn, david and I were like cnt sleep lor. feeling so high man...haha...bt in the end still...knock out...

Day3

Woke up at 7am,i tink if i nvr wake up, donn also dun nid wake up liao...haha... so tired,went for PT and ate the same breakfast again. Aft tat went to LT3 to put our bags den go clean up the sch. Powerpuff had to clean toilet sia bt nvm, we had fun...haha...took quite alot of pics, some veri stupid de...went back to LT3,had the prize presentation den watch the slideshow. While watchin,i hv a veri strange feeling in mi sia, gonna say byebye to all the good frens i hv made in tis camp, seem so sad...haha...aft all dismiss liao, again we went back to play the "box game"...haha...it was seriously veri fun lah...took afew pics den went off liao...

I will nvr forget the times we had together, and the things we done together... POWERPUFF ALL THE WAY!!!