Went for make up paper for Math in the morning. Paper was easier than I expected? Haha. Although there are still quite a number of questions which I don't really understand how to do, but I guess passing isn't a problem.

After that got the Director's signature for my OCS Experiential Camp form from SMAE office. Stupid sia, luckily he is there. If not, I don't know got to wait until when then can get my form back. I told the lady, anybody can just sign but she tell me cannot. Need the Director to approve. Like if he never come in, then I don't need to get it sign liao lor. LOL.

Was running about the whole day lah. Went back to Montfort to get the same form and my parade claim signed. And yes, getting papers sign again. Just to get money, I need to like go everywhere to get papers sign. Then took a bus down to HQ. Spent some time there, helping Mdm Gurdip with some stuff. After that left for home.

I can't wait for my birthday!! The wait is really killing me. Just now, I took about 3 hours to get everything I needed and hand it in. If I had driving licence, it would have only taken my 30 minutes. Look at the difference. The car is just parked at the carpark downstairs and I can't use it. Really cannot take it man. My mum still tell me: "You got no licence. If not you could have taken the car downstairs." Shit.

Anyway, work started this week. I think I will just have go through this 4 weeks knowing that it sucks lah. I'm going through it only because of the money. If not, I wouldn't willingly spend my time sitting in the warehourse/office, doing almost nothing or doing packing in the warehouse. Not that I don't want to help out, but I just feel like something is wrong. I don't know how to describe the feeling. 4 weeks lah, still got 3 more to go. Must ren!!

Time for my update. I think the blog is dying soon. I don't know what to write in here also.

Since the start of holidays, I have been very busy. From last week, I had Specialist Course in SISPEC. Then this whole week which has just passed, I was in HQ. 2 days of Camp FORGE, 2 days of Camp STEEL and 1 day of IMT. Imagine the time I spend for NCC. But I guess, all these is worth it. There are a lot of experience which I gain from all these camps. From doing logistics to administration to even on the ground training. It really increases my knowledge on stuff which I don't really know last time.

Hmm, maybe I would say a few lines about the course and camps which I had just went. Specialist course was quite a cock up in the beginning. We were stuck outside the guard house for in-processing for almost 2 hours. And therefore the delay of all our activities. There was also a change of plans, where all the 4 districts which was there combined into 1 course. This cause quite a problem for training side as our training plan kept on changing. I didn't interact much with the cadets as I was doing admin all the way. In the end, I would say that the course was overall a success, cause we managed to pull through it with only 6 trainers.

Camp FORGE and STEEL was quite well done, I would say. Didn't really have a lot of major problems, only a few minor ones here and there. Did admin and logistics for the first camp and training as 2IC for the second camp. So in short, I served almost all the roles available in a camp in 4 days. The trainers were all tired, cause of the continuous camp for 4 days. But we all still managed to pull through when we encourage one another on for the whole duration. I sincerely thank all the trainers who willingly gave up their time to help make the whole of the 2 weeks a success.

There won't be anymore activities that I will be going until quite some time later. Going to start working this coming week already. Need cash badly. Thinking of my school fees, coming driving and everything else. Really broke to the core. My whole of the next 4 weeks will be work and work only. Sian.