Graduation (Friends Forever)
And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change,
Keep on thinking things will always be the same.
But when we leave this year we won't be comming back,
no more hanging out cuz were on a different track
and if you, got something that ya need to say,
you better say it right now cuz you dont have another day
Cuz we're moving on and we cant slow down
these memories are playing like a film without sound
and I keep thinking of that night in June,
I didnt know much of love but it came too soon.
And there was me and you and we got real blue,
stay at home talking on the telephone,
with me, we'd get so excited and we'd get so scared,
laughing at ourselfs thinking lifes not fair...
And this is how it feels...
CHORUS
As we go on,We remember,
All the times we, Had together,
And as our lives change,From whatever,
We will still beFriends Forever...
So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money,
when we look back now will that joke still be funny?
will we still remember everything we learned in schoool,
still be trying to break every single rule?
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that its not goodbye,
Keep on thinkin its a time to fly,And this is how it feels...
CHORUS
la, la, la, la... yeah, yeah ... la, la, la, la
We will still be,Friends Forever
------BRIDGE------
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow? (somehow)
I guess I thought that this would never end,
AND SUDDENLY IT'S LIKE WE'RE WOMEN AND MEN
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?
Or will these memories fade when I leave this town?
I keep, I keep thinking that its not goodbye
Keep on thinking its a time to fly...

woah!! another week has pass,time for mi to keep my prmise and blog on every sat.

mon : went to sch as usual bt tis time, i onli atteneded 2periods. LOL. left class at 11pm for pei cai. the investiture there was nt bad lah onli tat the hall abit small and veri hot. recieve gift, one sch by one sch go up de sia. den when call montfort,i went up so malu,everybody looked at mi. aft tat went to the dunno wat room to eat and for interaction. slack there frm 1+ till 3.15,dun wan to go back sch so earli becos my lesson still havent end so if i go back must join in the class. Reach sch abt 4 den carry on wif my PDS trainin.

tues,wed,thurs : nth much reali happen lah,jus the normal sch days and normal sch life. it SUX!!!

fri : the day i hv been waitin for. my performance day and investiture. got my tag in the morning, look at it. so nice sia. "Bryan Lim, Sec3 Ex-Co Advisor" shiok man. Advisor. LOL. aft tat, was release frm class earli. changed, got ready and let the show begin. the first sch to reach was a mixed sch,cnt rmb wat sch was tat bt i tink they send a male and female. den aft tat,at the back stage when the investiture started,my NCC frens and i was waitin for our turn to perform. all of our heart beat so fast sia,nervous like wat. at the start of the performance,AV COCK UP!! we so no face man,stand on the stage like stupid idiots like tat. aft i told them to start the music AFTER the curtain open,they still cock up.haix. nvm lah,wat done is done le at least we still did our performance well and I DID NT DROP MY RIFLE! :) performance finish le, recieve my LOA le den went for refreshments. I was suppose to be usherer to Mayflower lah bt i dunno where they are sia so jus sit at the table until Cam came up to mi to ask mi to take them for a sch tour. i jus walk wif them on the first level and heritage gallery den they say go le so ok lor easy job for mi. walk them out of the sch. went to disturb my juniors lah den also the guests. LOL. aft all the guest left,went to the council room, had a debrief and went home. wat a nice day...LOL...

todae : had trainin in the mornin, den reach home abt 3. frm den until now,preparin the food and drinks for ltr...nth much to write le.

If you wanna read more, stay tune to the next episode next week. LOL...i abit lame lah bt that is hw to cheer ppl up mah...haha...

Because I Love you

If I got down on my knees
And I pleaded with you
If I cross a million oceans
Just to be with you
Would you ever let me down?

If I climbed the highest mountain
Just to hold you tight
If I said that I would loved you
Every single night
Would you ever let me down?

Well I’m sorry if it sounds kind of sad
Its’s just sad I’m worried, so worried
That you’ll let me down

Because I love you 　　
Love you. Love you
So don’t let me down

If I swam the longest river
Just to call your name
If I said the way I fell for you
Would never change
Would you ever fool around?

Well I’m sorry if that sounds kind of bad
It’s just that I’m worried I'm so worried
That you’ll let me down

Because I love you
Love you. Love you
So don't let me down

back from IHM,had wedding mass there jus now...the food looks nice but too bad for me,i had no appetite to eat. i tink im gonna blog every once a week bah, if nt my blog will look so dead sia. every sat shld be a gd day.

for the past week,my lessons were so boring man. Maths,i cnt understand the stupid loci and my teacher is goin on to vectors soon. so fast sia,i can die and tat is onli for my O Maths. my normal e maths is also killing me,mayb it is becos im nt listenin in class bah. it is jus so difficult to concentrate lah, my class like hvin party like tat. talkin and playin everywhere. Chinese, taking O Level tis yr also and i hv to pray for a miricle to happen becos my chinese for the past few yrs are all jus pass de den now if i dun get AT LEAST a B3,i hv to retake agin next yr. stress lah!!!!

my piano theory exam is like 2mths away onli lah. i dunno if can make it anot sia,my teacher say my standard comfirm can pass bt i see myself cnt do leh. i tink he see too highly of me le lah.

nth to write le leh,cnt tink of anything. most of the things in life hv no choice,like do u hv a choice to be born into tis world or do u hv a choice to be a guy or girl?? no right. so yah, god created our lifes like tat so we hv to jus live wif it until we DIE.

i dunno wat to say now...i jus dun understand myself and i also dunno wat hv i done wrong, can anybody tell me?? i seriously wan to noe...

everyday in sch, it is the same routine over and over again. doing councillor duty in the morning,go back to class for lessons,recess,lessons again den sch ends. im so sick of tis routine,so sian. my teachers are all quite ok, except for my eng. 1st day of lesson onli scold us sayin we were late for 8mins. 8 FUCKING MINS and he is makin so much noise, didnt even ask why were we late and started scoldin the chairman and councillors. and best of all, 1st lesson nvr even start anything, tell us abt wat stupid expectations. waste of time lah. please.

my maths, i tink it is goin down the drain. i cnt understand my A Maths and ppl are always seeing mi veri highly becos of my past year results. i say tat i dunno hw to do, they will say tat im bluffin them. they jus dunno mi, i say i dunno means i dunno. im no longer the same maths pro bryan as last yr le. now im jus nobody in nowhere.

sometimes i jus feel so left out,so lonely.some ppl may understand me, some may nt. so jus let ie be. I jus feel like so.....haix, dunno wat to say sia. mayb tis yr ppl are all chionging for their studies bah,so dun reali hv time and energy. 'N' & 'O' levels,the most crucial of 4/5 yrs of sec sch life bt seeing myself doing nth, rotting my life away. I dun tink i will be able to reach my goal as an aerospace engineer, mayb 4yrs down the road u will see me in the town council uniform sweeping the roads or clearing the dustbins. dun be suprise if tat happens cos i noe myself and it CAN happen de.

5th Jan 2007. It has been almost 1mths since i last blog...lol... sch started le and it is the 3rd day now. Teachers are like going faster den ever sia, so much work(ok lah, nt reali alot). I took up 'O' level maths so i will be takin it tis yr bt i see the work is like studying 2chpts at once while other ppl jus concentrate on a single chpt. I dunno if i can make it anot sia, i NEED,WANT & MUST at least have an A1. I dun wan to take it again next yr le becos if i nvr get an A1 or A2 i would hv to retake again.

Prelims for 'N' levels is like slightly less den 8mths away. 8mths may looks like a long period of time bt on the rate time is passing through my eyes, it will be here like tml. Todae POA lesson teacher said very strictly, she dun wan anymore jokes frm now on, nt even to spice up the lesson abit. Looks like lessons till end of next yr will be damn dry and cool.

Although studies are impt, i still wanna go out and play pool bt i cnt book table :( Sad case,my birthday is at the end of the yr...sob...

Hope tat tis year, for all those taking major exams wish you all, all the best and study hard :)

Bryan Lim