Had my piano lesson after such a long time. The only thing I can say is, i'm the one to blame for everything. Not practicing, not even putting in the effort to look through the score. It was really quite sian when I hear my teacher says that the people who learned the same time as me, all have already at least memorise 2 out of 3 of the songs and i'm still stuck at the first page of the first song. How sucky can that be.

Didn't run for the past week. Wasn't feeling well. I don't know if I should attend training later, cough and flu is coming my way. I think even if i go, I won't be allow to run. Maybe I just go and help out in the admin stuff.

Finished watching the whole series of Knight Rider. It is a really cool show. If anybody wants that show, you can either wait for it to air every week or just come and get the whole series from me. :)

Went to circuit last week. It wasn't as difficult as I thought. Only that my leg was quite tired holding on to the clutch. And there are a lot of cars inside. Got to wait quite long before it reached my turn to do stuff. Hope that practice another few more times and I will be ready. Drove back home from Ubi also. Road condition didn't cause any difficulties to me. Just that not familiar driving out of Ubi. Still, I got home safely.

MST is coming in another 2 weeks time. I'm not ready for it. I can see a really big disappointment coming if I don't start doing anything now. I guess it is hard studying at home (or maybe it is just and excuse?). Anybody needs a study buddy?

Sometimes, I wish I could fake my own death just to see if anyone would notice.

As I walk pass my old secondary school, i feel kind of sad to see it being teared down. Although it is nice to see it go through upgrading but the buildings there hold many memories for most of us.

This is the place which grows us to who are all are today. No matter how much we hate the school, we will still have that certain pride and gratitude when people ask where were we from. It is something so much instilled in us and I believe, up till today, many of us feels the same way too.

I don't know how or why the school has changed so much. The feeling of togetherness and friendship is no longer felt. When I was doing relief teaching, I really felt the lack of bonding between the people in the school. Everybody is thinking of only themselves and doing stuff which are so childish.

I can very much say that after leaving this certain phase of life, you will start to look at things from many different perspective. You will look back at your life and say that what you done in the past are all the stupid and childish things. And I admit, i'm one of them.

So, finally conclusion I made, this is what life is about.

Did not finish my 5 km run today. I totally went out of breath at the 2.5 km mark. I will do another 5 km tomorrow. This time, I must learn to pace myself so as not to get short of breath so early. LOL.

I realised just now in school that they cut short our Term breaks and Semester breaks to squeeze the YOG break. Shorten the 2 long breaks and give us a 3 weeks break which we cannot say no de. Now Term break left 2 weeks and Semester break left 1 month. Damn sian can. I want my 3 weeks and 7 weeks!!

Tomorrow is going to be my super long and draggy day again. Spending 9 hours in school with a 1 hour break inbetween. I'm going to fall asleep during lectures and tutorials.

The week is coming to an end soon. Time is really passing so fast. And I really hope it will pass faster. I really can't wait for June to come. I'm sure all of you know why. But then again, before June can arrive, there is going to be MST. Which I think it sucks lah. This time round, modules are getting harder already. Don't know if my last minute studying will help.