It is really hard to part with people, especially someone whom you watch them grow. From the young girl who came in and didn't really knew how to express herself, to a fine young lady whom has now chosen a new path in her life. But we got to accept and move on. Everybody has to, at some point, writes a new chapter in their life and here we are, playing a part in that.

We are all truly blessed to have all our friends with us. Wherever they are, we all know the friendship we share will never break apart.

So to you, wishing you all the best in your future endeavors and never forget that we will always be here for you though we are on different continents.

Stay strong, my young friend.

Had another dream last night. I won't call it exactly bad, but it is just something which I do not want to accept. I don't know how am I suppose to react towards it, just so weird. Up till now, I still cannot get over it. Very bad.

Anyway, i'm blogging from school and from my friend's laptop. Just had my retest for Probability and Statistics paper. I'm just praying for a pass, since it is only capped at 50%. I didn't manage to finish the paper cause I don't know how to do one for the questions. I just did the rest and came out. So here I am, not prepared for anything.

I'm still learning to accept reality. There are some things which you can only envy people having and on your part, try to work towards it. But then again, it is always easier said than done.

Had a bad dream again. This time round was throughout the night. I thought waking up from it and then going back to sleep again will lead to another dream but instead, it continued from where I left of. How bad can that be? I felt really scared. Everything was just dark and cold.

Bad dream. Everything seems so real. Driving on the road, losing patrol and my brakes. How bad can it be? Nothing is working. I'm just glad that it is all a dream that I can wake up from.

Not everything can be woken up from. It is the start of another hell week. Assignments and tutorials which are left untouched. This is a dream where no matter how hard I try to pinched myself to wake up from, it will never work. I really hate this dream but there is always 2 sides to everything. The loving side is, I have my family and friends with me.

"Dreams are my reality, a wondrous world where I like to be"

These few days has been very tiring. And I would expect many more days to come. Not because of school work but because i'm helping my father work on top of all my school stuff. Finally finished the first batch of boards today but will be delivering them the next few days which I won't be able to help.

Didn't go to school today. I don't think any person in the right mind will just go to school from 4pm to 5pm just to attend a lecture. Waste my travelling time of 2 hours just for 1 hour of lecture? Nah. I rather just throw away my attendance. No big deal.

I finally finished my Catia assignment last night. Last week was doing all the stuff on my own with the help of the pro people in class. Then yesterday, I was too lazy to draw the extra part and just copy and pasted my classmate's work. Haha. This is called the efficient way of doing work. One person just have to do, then we will share around. :P

People come and go, we must learn to accept it. But this is how it is always said. Putting this into action is not an easy task. How are we going to accept reality?

Failed to reach earlier this morning. Woke up at 6.20am but still ended up in church at 7am. I need to get the habit of packing my stuff the day before. Was late because I was looking for my scores.

These few days has been very tiring. Helping my father do work and that's on top of all my own activities. Haven't really took my afternoon nap for some time. :P I guess this is also because school has started and my timetable is back to shit again.

6 weeks left to semester exam. Need to constantly remind myself that. But well, reminding myself does not mean I'm going to do anything about it. Need to feel the stress come closer first before I really start doing it. Haha.

Oh, and did I mention that I failed my Probability test? 40% only. Not that I didn't study, just that the questions were not how I practiced in tutorials. I know that this is the wrong way of studying, but I'm just aiming to get over this module and receiving my PCEMS certificate.

I understand that we do not necessary achieve what we planned for. But I don't know how to cope with such a setback. Frankly, I'm really sick and tired of all these. I know this is a very selfish statement for me to make, but I just got to say it.

Though I stated how I feel, I will still do my best for the better of the group. Commitment for one that I'm quite stuck to now. I know that there is no longer any turning back after this route is chosen. The only thing left now is to think of how this whole thing can turn around to suit both parties.

I have mention before, once we lose this, the whole battle is over. Seems like this just happened.

Start of a new year = start of new school term.

I literally spent my whole holidays outside. Christmas, new year's eve and even new year's day. Spending time with friends and spending even more money. My accounts drop to an all time low. But for me, as long as everybody is happy, I guess, money is not a VERY important factor.

Everything is still quite relax in school. Not much work, or rather, I chose not to notice there is work. Haha. Though I know that exams are coming in roughly 6 weeks time, but I guess, we all work better under pressure. :)

Still trying to do my assignment which was suppose to be done during the holidays. It is already called the holidays, why do you still want students to do work. Then what kind of holiday is that? Slack and party all the way!

I posted this because someone said that I have not been updating for sometime. I'm really very lazy to sit down and type a long post. Anyway, i'm blogging now from school. Haha.