Woah, it has been some time since I last updated. I hink I should do some clearing up of spiderwebs. Haha.

Nowadays, school has been very repetitive, doing the same thing over and over again. I don't really like practicals lor, always cut into my recess. But now I am trying to make a point to study everyday le, like after school come back do my homework quietly in the room. I hope I can continue studying like that this year. Haha. Not easy leh, for a person like me who never study for any exams de.

I don't understand why must there be fights in the school. Fighting is very cool? Withen a short 25 minutes of recess, there is 4 fights one after another. And all of them happened in the canteen, with quite a few teachers around. Can't you all just use your brains and think? You all are having your major examninations this year and you all are doing all this bullshit. Haix. I just got nothing to say, you all are just making me busy because of all your fights.

I did not collect much during CNY this year. Anyway, whatever that I collected went to the school, cause I got to pay for the stupid bulk collection which was $120. $120 is like almost the whole of my collection lah, stupid. Now I got to slowly save from what I am given to buy the things I need. Stupid...

It has been sometime since I updated le, so now I should do abit bah. Haha.

Chinese New Year was boring, seriously boring. It wasn't the same as the past few years, just not the same mood leh. This year's celebration is so dull, or should I say, there isn't any much of a celebration at all. My angpow collected also was the minimal because I have restrictions but I like it this way, as I do not need to go and meet all the aunties and uncles which I will only see them once a year and don't know who are they.

I have officially dropped POA. Finally approved, waited for like 1 week lah. Now I can concentrate on my other subjects and score better in them. I feel that all my subjects, i'm getting from bad to worst. I don't know what is the reason behind it but even my E Maths is also giving me problems already. I really can't take it man, it really sucks! People in school are seeing very highly of me in my Maths because of my A2 but I feel that I have already let them down. Haix.. Just don't want to talk about it.

Blog till here bah, nothing much I can think of to say le.

Life just ain't fair!

Happy Chinese New Year. Actually I didn't post this post because of the occasion but nevermind lah, sun bian.

I've decided to drop POA. The decision came very suddenly, it is like when I was in POA lesson on Monday, I just told my friend while doing my work. Just like that and I told my teacher straight after that. Cool man. I didn't expect myself to drop any subjects before, because of all the hopes that were pinned on me but now I feel that by dropping this subject, I could do better in the rest so I did it. I took up Bible Knowledge so for my subject list, it is still 7 (7-1+1). Haha.

Celebration today sucks. It is the worst that I had ever seen. The planning was bad and the performance were not attrative at all, everybody was doing their own stuff. I was very irritated by people early in the morning, it was really damn irritating. I don't mind the teachers but the students are really getting out of hand. Why can't the students now be like how we were last time? The bottom line now is, I can't wait to get out of this stupid school, life in here really sucks.

I was writing a composition on Tuesday on what is my greatest disappointment and what I could have done to prevent it. Seriously, what is my greatest disappointment? I don't know at all. Everything in my life seems to be a great disappointment or should I say my whole life is a huge disappointment. I just don't know where to start from, it is like there is no beginning and no end. If you believe it, you will see it. That is what I used to believe in but now, I just cannot understand how this works. Will I even get to the base of what I believe in? Aiming is one thing but getting to it is another. Not everybody will get to their destination, even some of those who put in the hardwork won't get it. Life just sucks, it isn't a fair game at all. There are just so many fouls and red cards all over the place.

What should I do? I think I should just step back from everything and hide in my won comfortable space. Shut all the possible ways people could contact me. I would just stand behind a piece of glass where people can't see me and watch how the others would enjoy themselves without my presences. i think there will work, play and have fun better. This should be just the fact...