Went to gym just now. Didn't really realise that I have grown a lot since I started training. All these pumping of weights really helped me grow a lot ; in strength and in size. Thanks a lot to my good friend Malek, who has been pushing me and teaching me. Thanks dude.

People do grow, be it in body or in mind. Was talking to Malek just now, I didn't know that there was so many things going on in class. Everything seems so well on the surface. Everybody is so friendly to each other. Who will know the hatred that they have for each other? Is everything going to be like that even after we graduate from school?

Today, after knowing the truth, I find things are getting more and more childish. We are in secondary 5 this year but our mentality can't even compare to that of a primary 5 kid. Does all these fighting and stuff makes you look cool? Big deal. I believe I can also win in a fight with a guy smaller than me. Does that make me a hero? I don't want to talk so much about this but it is really so saddening to see all my friends changing.

Life is just so unpredictable. So many weird things have to happen. People have to change so much. The friends which I have known in lower secondary are now so different. I don't mind if things change for the better but no it is not. I just realised that things change for the worst. I got to put on a mask everyday, to show everybody that I am their classmates. I got to show that I approve of their doings in school. Why has it got to be like that? I really don't like it.

Secondary 5 is nothing great. You just spent another 1 year of your life in secondary school, just spent one more year because you wan to take studies at a slower pace, just one more year other than the rest of the graduating classes. This is very big deal? I feel that this is not. I think I have enough of all this nonsense.

Went for the stepping down ceremony on Friday. I really appreciated what Mr Seah mention about me at the ceremony. He says that i'm the 大哥大 of the student council/school. I really am honored. Whatever I have done, was just all part of carry out my duties. Thanks Mr Seah.

Anyway, after all these years of service, I learned that being a leader is not easy. Once decisions are made, everything little mistakes will go back to you. I have learn it in the hard way and I hope that my batch and the previous batches of seniors have taught the incoming Executive Committee whatever they need to know to run the council well. All the best to the 32th Council, best of luck!!

Just came back from Uncle Daniel's wake. It was really sad for the school this whole week. Many events were postpond or cancelled because we loss someone dear to us, who have been with us for the past 10+ years. He just left without saying good bye.

The late Uncle Daniel was a very nice guy and well liked by students. He is a person that many people respect a lot. He has gain the trust of people by the acts he had done. I believe that many people had been touched by him in one way or another. I just don't know what I should add on...it is really saddening for a lot of us.

"I hope and pray that you Lord, will be with him and his family members in these times. May his soul rest in your eternal peace forever. Amen"

Back to blogging, posted on SJB blog yesterday. Haha.

I don't know how should I start to blog. Like a lot of things happen but I don't what I should write and what I should not write. School has been quite interesting this 2 weeks. Got exchange programme students from Indonesia I think, I not really sure. But I took them for 1/2 a day tour lah. Bring them to classes, let them learn and stuff.

Then I also went to Emeritus Archbishop Gregory Yong's funeral. It was very grand but I believe he deserve all this. Although I don't know him personally, but from the looks of it, he touched many of the people's heart and they still have a place of him in their hearts. My school sent our condolences and how are we going to give it to the family? I have to walk from the back of the church, through the altar and to the family. Wah, that experience is like crazy lah, everybody in the church is looking at you leh. Haha.

After that is celebration of Louise's birthday, I will spare the details here because everything can be found on the SJB blog. Haha.

I went to shave for the Hair For Hope!! I'm officially botak now. Haha. Look at my pictures below. Not really nice lah, because I don't look good on camera and also my camera sucks. Haha.

Oh look at the time, I got to go to school le. Byebye.