Lonely Christmas

誰又騎著那鹿車飛過
忘掉投下那禮物給我
凝視那燈飾　只有今晚最光最亮
卻照亮我的寂寞

誰又能善心親一親我
由唇上來驗證我幸福過
頭上那飄雪　想要棲息我肩膊上
到最後也別去麼

Merry, Merry Christmas
Lonely, Lonely Christmas
人浪中想真心告白
但你只想聽聽笑話
Lonely, Lonely Christmas
Merry, Merry Christmas
明日燈飾必須拆下
換到歡呼聲不過　一剎

誰又能善心親一親我
由唇上來驗證我幸福過
頭上那飄雪　想要棲息我肩膊上
到最後也別去麼

Merry, Merry Christmas
Lonely, Lonely Christmas
人浪中想真心告白
但你只想聽聽笑話
Lonely, Lonely Christmas

Merry, Merry Christmas
明日燈飾必須拆下
換到歡呼聲不過　一剎

明晨遇到　亦記不到　和誰在醉酒中偷偷擁抱
仍然在傻笑　但你哪知道　我想哭
和誰撞到　亦怕生保　寧願在醉酒中辛苦嘔吐
仍然在頭痛　合唱的詩歌　聽不到

Merry, Merry Christmas
Lonely, Lonely Christmas
人浪中想真心告白
但你只想聽聽笑話
Lonely, Lonely Christmas
Merry, Merry Christmas
明日燈飾必須拆下
換到歡呼聲不過　一剎

Merry, Merry Christmas
Lonely, Lonely Christmas
人浪中想真心告白
但你只想聽聽笑話
Lonely, Lonely Christmas
Merry, Merry Christmas
明日燈飾必須拆下
換到歡呼聲不過　一剎

換到歡呼聲不過　一剎

I feel like I need to come out with a plan for my future. Come to think of it, i'm actually not that young anymore. When my parents were my age now, they were already married. And if I would to follow their footsteps, I would be having my first child in like 3 years?

Here's what I think I can come out with for the time being:

2014: Finish National Service/Sign on in the Air Force (if I have a chance to)
2016: Gotten my degree/Save up for marriage
2017: Sign on in the Police Force if I cannot continue in Air Force/Continuing saving for marriage
2018: Get married!
2020: Become a father

Done with polytechnic! Official a diploma holder. *clap clap*

Next up, NS life. Looking forward to it (actually, not really). Don't know what to expect, but hoping for the best I guess. Asking around for tips and tricks I should know when I enter. Haha.

Relationship has been great since it started. Occasionally a little upset here and there but after all, that's what it is all about right? There is no one relationship that is forever lovey-dovey. It has really been a great 6 months. We were fortunate enough to have celebrated both our birthdays, Christmas, New Year and CNY together in just this short period of time. Love you!

Final lap of polytechnic life, just voice down to this 2 weeks.

Already cleared 2 out of 5 papers. And these 2 really analed me real bad. Well, I just got myself to blame for everything. Reading is not enough, I don't understand and don't put in the effort to memorize all the stuff.

Hopefully tomorrow's paper will be good to me.

Knowing the fact that I will no longer see you everyday makes me sad. Really sad.

Am I over doing? Am I blinded?

I hope this doesn't become a habit. I want to make it work out no matter what.

I always pray that the search is over for me. And I hope it really is.

Does anyone still blog nowadays? Everywhere seems so quiet. And I also realise my last post was in June. Should I just leave it as it is?

The world is moving at such a fast pace, we hardly get to catch up with one another. Even if we do, it is really once in a blue moon. I enjoy the company of chilling out with people. Though we may not talk, what matters to me is the physical being of us there together.

These memories are always there with you when the going gets tough. You know you have friends who will stand by your side no matter what happens. I really wish to just stay in these moments forever. Having the love and trust of everyone around you. Supporting one another like how families do.

There is also one thing I have been searching for, my calling. What am I called to do? I can't seem to answer that question. People around me has found their passion, their likings or put it bluntly, hobbies? Not in arts, not in sciences, not in anything which i'm going through now. I know nuts about myself. How can I find the right path?

Just study? I'm neither interested or excited over the things i'm doing now. Will it waste 3 years of my time just like that?

Emo post? Not really. I just decided to open blogger and type the first thing that comes to my mind. And here you are, my latest post.